So today is my last full day. I leave tomorrow at like 10am central time so this will probably be my last post until I get back to the states.
Last night Pepe took me to this nice restaurant for dinner. The first real "date" we've been on in 2 years. It was amazing. The restaurant is inside the Hotel Victoria and its kind of up in the mountains (I stress the kind of) but it's an open air out door restaurant. The view was amazing. You could pretty much see the whole valley from there. It was the most beautiful thing I've seen in a long time and I fell in love with the city and Pepe all over again. I remembered in that time why I wanted so badly to come back here. And I have even more motivation to move and make this life really happen. It's what I want and I'm not going to let anything stop me anymore.
We ate a lot of the same foods I've been eating, only it was different... more high class. You know there's something about eating in a fancy place... it seams... fancier.
Today has been pretty mellow so far. But in the back of my mind I'm sad and not wanting to leave. I've made a bunch of new friends and done a lot of new things, ate a lot of new foods, and I really just do not want to give up this life. I'm happier here. And yeah sure that's what vacations are for, to escape from your life for a while and remove the stress. To relax. But for me, I don't just need a vacation from my life. I need a new one. This is where I want to have my new life begin. And I think it will be better. Harder maybe but I think the payoff will be a good one.
Last night Pepe took me to this nice restaurant for dinner. The first real "date" we've been on in 2 years. It was amazing. The restaurant is inside the Hotel Victoria and its kind of up in the mountains (I stress the kind of) but it's an open air out door restaurant. The view was amazing. You could pretty much see the whole valley from there. It was the most beautiful thing I've seen in a long time and I fell in love with the city and Pepe all over again. I remembered in that time why I wanted so badly to come back here. And I have even more motivation to move and make this life really happen. It's what I want and I'm not going to let anything stop me anymore.
We ate a lot of the same foods I've been eating, only it was different... more high class. You know there's something about eating in a fancy place... it seams... fancier.
Today has been pretty mellow so far. But in the back of my mind I'm sad and not wanting to leave. I've made a bunch of new friends and done a lot of new things, ate a lot of new foods, and I really just do not want to give up this life. I'm happier here. And yeah sure that's what vacations are for, to escape from your life for a while and remove the stress. To relax. But for me, I don't just need a vacation from my life. I need a new one. This is where I want to have my new life begin. And I think it will be better. Harder maybe but I think the payoff will be a good one.
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